she's a simple girl who lives in this small city. her name's aysha wong and she'll turn 16 next year on the 26 of april. she's scared of taking the o level next year.
she's currently attached to a guy whom she loves alot, and wouldn't want to change anything now. she just loves to dance and she'll dance her night away.. she plays the
piano too but kinda suck at it. she's a school runner and doesn't love running anymore because she's sick and tired of training. it might kill her. she loves to listen
to music, it brings life to her when she's feeling down and tired. but thats how aysha lives her life.
Thursday, October 16, 2008
ohkay, so yes, she apologised. but thru an sms? oh so sincere:S well, i find it impolite. if eu have the guts, come on! sae it face to face. eu have to accept the consequences for the cause eu make! if ur a coward, den, i think i'll understand. well, that shows that eu didn't even trust me in the first place and eu dint even cared a thought abt hw i felt and eu dint treasure the friendship we had. now, many ppl are sort of "against" you, cos of ur attitude. such a hypocrite. cant stand ppl like that. i mean, its the thought of eu being able to do this to me? oh wow. i didnt noe our friendship was worth all these? i mean, even kelly notices tt we're having a silent competition btwn us cos of our academic results. and i don see why we shld???? its been 8 effing long yrs! 8. where can eu get a fren tts deh fer eu always? and care fer eu? but eu just brush her aside? have eu ever spare a thot fer her? cos i noe, she has... plenty of times. but, as usual, her love fer her so called best fren has always been neglected and taken granted fer. i mean, thruout the years, i nvr heard a single "thanks" frm ur mouth. eu even knew i wrote a poem fer eu, stating how grateful i am to have a fren like eu. but do eu appreciate? NO. instead, eu took me fer granted. rachel and i saw tt drastic change in eu ever since eu entered sec3. i mean, eu think great friends that care are easy to come by? if eu think so, eu thot wrong. but don't come crying to me after realizing how much eu've neglected me. cos i'd find eu a whimp and nt strong to accept REALITY. if deh's tt word in ur life. reality. hey, ur life is far better than many of us, kay? appreciate tt. i mean, eu always blame others. but have eu sat down and think carefully abt whad others felt? cos if i were eu, i wld and wld sae tt i was a bad friend. bitching abt me behind my back? wow, come to think of it, eu dont think much, do eu? cos i hate ppl hu dont think.. even if eu did apologise, eu'll probably have to earn back our friendship the long and hard way. its been 8 yrs eu noe, eu think i'd brush off this matter like that and think tt it didnt happen? well, apperently, it'll be hard to heal. and if eu think our friendship is nt worth to salvage, den go find other friends tt ue think deh'll care. cos, i dont appreciate ppl hu treat me this way, i have a future in my life. if eu think life is all abt crying and slashing, den too bad. wrong world ur in. FACE UP TO REALITY, girl.. but in my heart here, i will always treasure our friendship, no matter whad happens but it takes great courage to face our consequences. like apologising in my face. i will always love eu okay.. cos, 8 yrs isn't easy to come by. please do change, its fer the best of eu. i always give a thot fer eu, please, do change.. rmbr k? I LOVE YOU BITCH<3
a thot to think abt:
"It's awkward and silent as I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now is your sincere apology
When you mean it I'll believe it
If you text it I'll delete it
Let's be clear"
7 THINGS by MILEY CYRUS
6:23:00 PM
